this will be the last message in 2020. Man it has been a year, in my mothers side of the family we have this theory a superstiction if you will about the new year, depending on how you are feeling on the eve and day the rest of the year will work in sequence to that feeling. If you feel happy you will have a postive year or if you have a negative feelings the rest of the year will be bad. I took this theory to heart and i try to do my best on both days. Granted it is just a theory and no one can truly see what will happen in 2021, we may get a whole new better year or we may get more chaos than we did this year. Bad stuff will always happen to us or even between us. However for at least second if you can feel some closure and absoltuion in your heart this feeling that keeps you smileing keep it, it may not last for long as sadly happiness is one of the creatuers that will always bleep in and out from us and at times for a lot of people it will be imposbile to be happy due to them